I really miss you...
Nobody can't believe what happened last night when i arrived home after the Mayad Studios Awards Night in Emillion Function Center. The event happened from 7:30 pm until 12 am.
I jump off to bed not thinking to change clothes because i'm tired. I opened my laptop and watched the wedding video i created for over 20 times.. repeating it all over and over again until I get bored. haha! And then when i was starting to get bored, I think of something different to do. So I took a shower. After that, I watched Velvet, MTV, until to my childhood's fave tv channel, Cartoon Network. It's so embarrassing to say this but I need to get bored. I don't want to read my Shopaholic novel because I'm in a special mood.. LOL! Its that i really miss everybody. And i don't wanna get up tomorrow not going to Mayad Studios again. That's so sad. If I read that novel, I'll stop after 3 minutes. So here it is.. I SLEPT AT 3 AM. (Nobody made me awake until 3 am. This is natural.)
So this morning when i woke up at 9 am, I THOUGHT THERE'S STILL A WORKSHOP going on. And then I feel sad and lonely because I won't do anything around here at home starting from now on. Only surf the net, waiting for any Mayad member to go online, watch TV, eat and sleep. I want to go back there. If you meet them for the first time, it's like you've known each other forever. That's why everybody loves Mayad Studios. I'm a great fan of them since I was graduating in grade school. And now, here I am.. haha! They saw my cinematic video.. Even though I didn't win, i'm not after for the award. But the experiences and everything. Thanks so much! haha!! Yeah the workshop is free. I'm so lucky to be the youngest student on the workshop. Yet i'm hoping for another workshop TODAY! haha.. oh pleaaase.. get me out of here!
What's really interesting last night was the goodbyes. I don't really believe in pure bye-byes. Coz i truly believe on sunshines.
Few doors close but more open doors to welcome you in the future. Everybody hugs each other before leaving. I know I won't meet some persons in the future. So i think last night, Today is the chance. I show appreciation to others who helped me, who blossomed my capacity for this passion. My parents and others were glad on my improvement in just 3 days. While the editing time is limited for one day only.
Everything happened during the workshop won't fade until the end of time. I learned many things from different types of people I met during workshop. Even before meeting the Mayad team, I could see their smiles in my heart. Before, I only watched their videos in theater, tv, and internet. But now, I'm part of their business. haha! I couldn't believe it. Humble beginnings last with a happy ending. So goodbyes won't close my doors. But rather start a new life to pursue my passion. This is my gift. I want to work full-time on Mayad Studios someday.
...I'm so thankful that I found you
...I really wish you were here with me
